We spent Thanksgiving up in Tahoe, just the four of us. Got there Tuesday night, played in the snow on Wednesday, skied (yahoo!) and enjoyed a yummy dinner on Thursday, and by Friday had had enough solo family time. Really. Enough. (I should mention here that having a child evading sleep and staying in your room for 3 nights doesn't exactly make you feel enamored of said child...or children in general. Nerves were frayed.) So even though we planned on staying until Saturday morning, and there was a bunch of fresh snow on the ground, we decided to exit Friday night. We were having bike withdrawal in a very bad way.
Both Chris and I realized long ago that we go a little crazy if we don't get enough exercise. And even though we were "active" up in Tahoe (in addition to skiing, my daughter & I played a very fun game of chase/ball in the snow), we have gotten to the point where we need a serious butt-kicking to really qualify as exercise. You could say that we're addicted to that endorphin buzz you get after a good workout. If I get too far off my exercise routine, I don't always recognize this need, but those around me do. Chris took his turn early Saturday morning, and then kicked me out the door. Even though I was in a foul temper and really needed the ride, he still needed to prod me into going. I contemplated taking it easy; after all, I was in a terrible mood! But then I realized that that was exactly why I needed to go kill myself climbing a hill.
When I left for my ride, my head was full of noise. I was having trouble concentrating. I had been yelling at the kids to stop yelling. My shoulders were clenched all the way up to my ears. I started climbing. I've been working on climbing faster, which is harder. (I am very good at climbing slowly. But my friend, Jen, does not climb slowly. I feel lame slowing her down. I'm sure my fellow VeloGirls aren't really going to feel good having a slow teammate. So I'm working on climbing faster.) I was nearly to the top of the first hill when my brain finally started to clear out. Do you know this feeling? It sounds awfully corny, but it's like every breath is taking a little piece of the stress and physically removing it from your head. My eyebrows were no longer furrowed. My head felt physically lighter. It was surprisingly quiet in there. I climbed three more hills and kicked my butt. And I came home to hugs from my daughter, a sleeping son, and a fresh hot mocha made by Chris. Oh yeah, and one huge endorphin buzz.